when I was struggling to come up with them.......

" ....and those near me judged me with all they could except what i felt".

In my young days I was always making everybody laugh, tried to be  a mannered timid girl, did not know how to react when my best friend wept, full of  unmeaning talks and tactics. I never cared if the things did suite me or not, but it was my pleasure of all the time. Being beautiful is the first room of confidence and those near me were all in a way unique(I never relished who i was till then).  To those I met , my little face half hidden in dreamy conscience and filled with madness and uncommon tings, they made it my personality and I began accepting it. Only to come home and weep when I was given the evil roles in school plays. To be given the dress that was left after everybody selected theirs (they said I looked beautiful in every dress)...............none to comfort for they only wanted me to change.

Ah! why do god has to create such differences in the world.